Completely and utterly unimpressed. I am THAT 25 year old. I need to find a stable job with benefits but I have no clue what I want to do. Fuck.
I’m on a straight path, heading down real fast. With my conscious slamming on the brakes, when I start to lose control. But the rubber is running low and I feel myself spiraling. Becoming addicted to this idea. I just want more. So I provoke one until he doesn’t want to give me what I’m looking for. So I provoke another and bounce back and forth, getting a little from each but not enough. So I get one more, and now I’m drowning. Feel like shit making them bleed their hearts. And I “mmmhmm.” And I “Haha.” Waiting til one of them makes me feel. Cuz I’m numb all over and I can’t stop. JUST SHAKE ME TIL I CAN FEEL YOUR GRIP!